The Excerpt
He was exactly what she feared.
A rude brute, an unmannered beast, an untamed animal, growling, grabbing at what wasn’t his to take or desire. A primal, inferior species unable to harness his carnal needs.
Jacques started to reach for one of the jewel-like bottles stacked in tempting rows, but let his hand drop away as he stared at the face in the mirror behind them that had been that of a stranger when he’d first seen it seven years ago. He’d had no idea who those features belonged to before that moment. He could have been anything, anyone. What he’d become had been born in that instant of non-recognition.
What he did know was that he’d belonged to them, to those pitiless users in the north, who’d obviously trained him and directed him to serve their capricious whims. The scar between his shoulder blades told him that much. Had he pleasured their females, hunted, and killed his own kind the way the Tracker who’d died in the hallway had? Had he been a mindless drone who went about their business with a blind obedience, so conditioned to their commands that he had no self-control even now?
( . . . and a bit more . . .)
Resentment simmered as he paced, movements dangerously predatory even as his thoughts panted in raw confusion.
Why can’t I get a grip? This isn’t me. This isn’t what I’ve made of myself. Why am I letting her get to me? She’s one of theirs, not one of mine. She belongs to one of them, not to me. Not to me.
So why was every primal pulse of his blood denying that fact?
He is a tormented one. Tense scene.
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Neither time change bothers me. The only side effect I ever notice is my tummy is an hour off on meal time :-)
Yes, me too. My growler always knows when it's meal time and it takes about a week for a full reset.
DeleteI loathe spring forward. I'd rather we just stayed on an even keel, time-wise. Enjoyed the snippet - very intense and he's surely working through some heavy duty STUFF. Well done, as always!
ReplyDeleteAhhh, the stuff we carry when we could lighten the load by sharing it with another.
DeleteI forgot about the time change until I noticed the hour difference between the time on my laptop and my watch. Your snippet pictures his conflicting emotions. His past must have been horrific.
ReplyDeleteIt's because he can't remember it that troubles him. He doesn't know what kind of a man he was . . . or will be because of it.
DeleteGreat snipped love how you can see the scene through your writing. You can feel his torment. -- As for DST, I love how it gets darker later. Get to do some front porch sitting when my wife gets home from work. She works in the city and we live in the country, well small town. Although toward the end of it is better, September on is much better. as it cools down and you get that autumn breeze.
ReplyDeleteApril and September are my favorite months because of those changes. I love the seasons here in Michigan.
DeleteHe really is a tortured soul, isn't he? I feel so sorry for him and I don't even really know him! Great snippet to do that. I dislike losing the hour, but I love having daylight last later in the day. I wish they'd keep it this way year round.
ReplyDeleteWhat I don't like is changing clocks when my three cats have their tummies set on an auto-timer that's the same all year round.
DeleteWhy doesn't the past ... stay in the past? Then he wouldn't have to fight to hold on to the man he now is so hard (or... would he?)
ReplyDeleteDST.... it's just a bad idea all around, imho
If it stayed in the past how would we learn from it?
DeleteI have to walk the dog before I can get anything done. My sleep patters seem to be defined by the sun not a clock. I'm trying to roll with it. Fabulous excerpt!
ReplyDeleteMine are by habit and ritual - an OCD thing.
DeleteI have to walk the dog before I can get anything done. My sleep patters seem to be defined by the sun not a clock. I'm trying to roll with it. Fabulous excerpt! (had some trouble posting with my id)
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